My confession: I learned to desire myself every night
I bought that toy almost out of shame, hidden behind a screen. I never imagined the body I hated so much would end up teaching me to love myself.
Fantasy
Fantasy stories, page 4
The Stranger Who Wrote to Me at Midnight
It started with a message about one of my stories. It ended with me in bed, in the dark, obeying every thing she wrote from the other side of the screen.
What My Dentist Does on Every Visit Leaves Me Puzzled
I don’t lie about my age or about the gym, but in that reclining chair none of it matters. All that’s left is the soft pressure of her body against mine.
I Confess to What I Imagine When I’m Alone in My Bed
I’m naked while I write this. And I want you to know exactly what goes through my head when I shut the door and no one can hear me.
What I Saw in My Father-in-Law’s Shower Is Keeping Me Awake
I went into the bathroom by mistake and found him under the water. Since that afternoon, every night I’m alone I go back to that image and can’t get it out of my head.
The Ascension of Lumira, Goddess of Two Sexes
Every time she touched herself, liquid stars and new flowers burst from her body. That night the eons had been fulfilled and she was about to burn like never before.
My boyfriend fantasized about a wife swap
I agreed to my boyfriend’s fantasy believing we’d both come out ahead. That night, while I was screaming in one room, he heard everything from the other side of the door.
The Androgynous Goddess Who Disguised Herself as a Mortal
On the last night before becoming mortal, she curled up between her two divine mothers, knowing that at dawn she would have to bury everything she was under layers of plain cloth.
The Transsexual Goddess Who Shook Valencia That Night
She came down from the plane of pleasure to a flat in Ruzafa, and as soon as the street’s desire brushed her skin, she knew no loose clothing could contain what she was.
The Night I Finally Managed My First Squirt
I promised myself I wouldn’t give up until I made it happen. What I didn’t know was how long my body would take to give me what I’d been begging it for all night.
Alone at Home, I Let Myself Be Carried Away by a New Fantasy
I lay down naked thinking I only wanted to sleep. Three hours later, I was still discovering how much pleasure I could give myself.
The Afternoon I Was Left Alone and Stopped Pretending
I lowered the blinds, turned off my phone, and for once I stopped thinking about what was right. I just followed what my body had wanted for weeks.
The Rules I Made Up While Playing Bingo
I turned on the vibrator, opened the bingo game and promised myself a rule for every ball. What happened next took me weeks to tell anyone.
My Secret Fantasy, Fulfilled While I Was Alone
It started as a solitary game at midnight. By the time I was done, I had discovered something about my own pleasure I could no longer pretend not to know.
The Nights of Confinement That Awakened My Hidden Side
I waited for the house to go silent so I could turn off the light, open the drawer, and find out how far I could go on my own.
The Afternoon I Discovered What My Body Desired
I was nineteen and had never dared to explore myself. That afternoon, with the house silent, I decided to imitate what I saw on the screen.
What I Do in Front of the Mirror When I’m Alone
That morning there was no one at home to hear me. Only the mirror, my heels, and the voice of a man living inside my head.
I Thought of You Until I Had to Touch Myself
I adore the nap when I’m alone at home. Today the chill of the storm raised my skin, and without realizing it, all I could think about was the way you’d look at me.
My Rainy Sunday Alone with My Favorite Toy
It’s raining, no one’s home, and the series I put on to fall asleep turned into something else. Then I remembered where I kept my red toy.
The Night Mariana Imagined Her First Time
She thought about him all day. Now, under the sheets and with rain tapping the window, her hand begins to trace what her imagination had already promised.