What My Girlfriend Doesn’t Know About My Desires
She doesn’t know that when I go out “to see a friend,” I come back smelling like another man. I’ve been living like this for three months, and I don’t know how much longer I can hold out.
She doesn’t know that when I go out “to see a friend,” I come back smelling like another man. I’ve been living like this for three months, and I don’t know how much longer I can hold out.
I’d spent twelve years waiting for Valeria to look at me like that. That night she finally did, but not in the way I’d imagined.
I opened the door expecting one man. There were two. And they brought a duffel bag with everything needed to turn me into their toy for hours.
I never imagined a night of dominoes with two friends would end like this. When they both looked at me at the same time, I knew the air had changed.
He took my jaw in one hand and looked me straight in the eyes. He was my cousin. We were family. And neither of us backed down.
I knew nothing could ever happen between Don Rodrigo and me. But I found a way to make it real, even if only once, even if no one else knew.
I thought I knew myself well. Valentina took just three weeks to prove I was completely wrong — and I was infinitely grateful to her.
When I got out of the shower, Sebastián had the pink garments in his hand and that steady look I knew I wouldn’t be able to refuse.
My friends don’t understand why I go back to that nowhere village every year. If they saw what’s in my gallery, they wouldn’t need to ask.
Marcos had the body I had at his age. That night, with everyone asleep, I knew something more than heat was keeping us apart in that narrow bed.
I was wandering aimlessly when he lifted his head from a second-floor window and held my gaze as if he knew, before I did, that we’d end up tangled in his sheets.
The night breeze, two lit joints, and the certainty that everyone was asleep. All that was left was for one of us to say aloud what we were both thinking.
He locked the door, sat at the desk, and looked at me with green eyes that didn’t judge a thing. I was still breathing hard.