The Night We Stopped Pretending Desire
He only had to come too close for the heat we had denied for months to give us both away. That night there was no way to keep pretending.
He only had to come too close for the heat we had denied for months to give us both away. That night there was no way to keep pretending.
I came in smelling like someone else and didn’t even say hello. The next day he came into my room, locked the door, and took off his belt without saying a word.
I went down to the kitchen in my pajamas, with nothing underneath, knowing he’d be awake. The tension had been building for days, and that night I decided I wasn’t holding back anymore.
I got out of the car on a deserted street, my heart racing. I didn’t know what the woman I’d been writing to for months looked like—only that tonight, at last, she would be mine.
I had spent thirty years closing projects for the company. On my farewell trip, I never imagined the woman traveling beside me would be the one to say goodbye to me in a different way.
Bruno had promised me a rematch and I had promised to come back. What I didn’t imagine was how that second night would end with the six of us.
I promised I’d only tell true things, so here’s how my mother found out about my older boyfriend… and how I accidentally discovered what she really did.
Damián came every three days; Adrián showed up Friday on his motorbike. That week I found out just how far I could go when nobody was looking.
I never get involved with clients, I told him. But his body was already pressed against mine and my own voice sounded like a lie as I closed the garage gate.
No one at the party suspected a thing: to everyone, we were just friends. But that night Adrián drove toward the hill estate, and I knew we were done pretending.
I saw his name on the screen and knew I shouldn’t answer. But I did, and the moment I heard his voice I was again the woman I swore I’d never be.
I parked next to her car, not knowing that my free afternoon would end with her climbing into mine, in the darkest corner of the parking lot.
I returned the apartment keys and, without planning it, that week ended with the confession I never thought I’d tell anyone: two men, a friend, and a single night.
I told him I’d come in sweaty and needed a shower. He carried me to the sofa and whispered that, with my scent, he liked me even more.
I never promised you more than I gave you, and maybe that’s why you came back. This is the story of the woman I never truly got to know.
When I got into the car and saw that man in the front seat, I had no idea my lover had brought me there to hand me over to someone else.
I opened the door wrapped in a towel, still wet, convinced it was a package. It was him, with flowers in one hand and a smile that promised nothing innocent.
It started with a message about one of my stories. It ended with me in bed, in the dark, obeying every thing she wrote from the other side of the screen.
I knew he had wanted me for months, and I wasn’t going to stop until I had him in my bed. What I didn’t count on was who would catch us afterward.
I was furious, trembling, with an almost empty bottle beside me. I dialed his number at three in the morning just to hear him breathe on the other end.