I Gave Myself Up, Bound to the Masters of the Secret Club
When the red collar tightened around my neck, I understood it was the only thing separating me from all the fangs watching me from the warehouse’s gloom.
When the red collar tightened around my neck, I understood it was the only thing separating me from all the fangs watching me from the warehouse’s gloom.
If I came at the exact second, she would let me do it. If I failed, she promised me a punishment I had feared and desired for weeks in equal measure.
Bruno thought he had control over everything: his girlfriend, his lover, and his pride between his legs. He had no idea that night would cost him all three.
I tied him up with a thin leash around everything that mattered to him, and when I pulled for the first time, I knew that night would be mine from start to finish.
She showed him her phone with trembling hands. It wasn’t a message from another boy: it was a list of searches that confessed everything she’d kept hidden for years.
We’d gone a month without daring anything more, until she picked another domination film and asked me, with that smile, if I wanted to do it for real.
I confessed to Bianca why her boyfriend would never fully satisfy her, and she revealed a secret identical to mine. That same week we invited them both over.
That morning we only wanted to lose ourselves in each other. We didn’t count on the favorite walking in with her guards and a punishment already prepared.
Two chairs with holes in the middle, a rope with a knot, and two men tied up not knowing if the next round would be theirs. The game was about to begin.
When the closet door closed and we were left in the dark, I felt her hand sliding up my leg. We only had ten minutes.
One phrase was enough for her to climb onto the bed, rest her heel on his chest, and tell him that tonight he’d have to earn every touch.
I’ve always had a strange fixation. That afternoon I decided my best friend would be the first to obey me, on his knees and with nothing to hide.
We had signed the agreement and chosen a safe word, but nothing prepared me for his shadow rising from the tunnel—and for no longer knowing what was play.
I was always the confident one of the two. But with cold handcuffs on my wrists and her new smile over me, I understood I was no longer the one in charge.
I thought my secret was safe behind a half-open door. I never imagined she’d end up with my fate clenched in her fist.
She locked the storage shed and slipped the keyring into her apron. Only then did I understand that afternoon wasn’t going to end with a lecture.
When her boyfriend slammed the door on his way out, she stood barefoot in my kitchen, waiting for me to say the first word of her new life.
Every time I lazed around, I paid for it with nettles, lashes, and her muddy boots. And worst of all, part of me was already waiting for the next punishment.
She picked me up, pointed to her cheek for a kiss, and I understood the orders wouldn’t stay in the bedroom this time: they started in the car.
I arrived in a red top and black skirt, without underwear, knowing that once I crossed that door I would no longer belong to myself.