The Fantasy I Have When I Close My Eyes
I close my eyes and she appears: tall, dark, with a cock I never expected to find—and now can’t get out of my head.
I close my eyes and she appears: tall, dark, with a cock I never expected to find—and now can’t get out of my head.
I’m twenty-eight years old and I have a list of fantasies I almost never tell anyone. This is my full confession, unfiltered.
That afternoon everything seemed normal, just a get-together with friends. Until she opened my bedroom door and looked me over without asking permission.
I knelt among the bushes, stockings torn and knees in the dirt. He told me to bark. And I did. What that revealed about me was the night’s greatest revelation.
I had tried on the plaid skirt and the shirt knotted at my navel a hundred times in my head. That afternoon, with the house empty, I finally did it for real.
I knew it wasn’t sensible. I circled the bridge anyway, climbed down the wall, and found him sleeping exactly where I’d left him.
For years I kept my backpack in the car with all my lingerie inside, just in case. That Thursday, the moment finally came.
Four envelopes of money, four gifts on the table. Valentina knew exactly what she was worth, and that night they were going to prove it.
I’d been watching him in the locker room for months without daring to act. That afternoon, when he asked if I wanted to go up to his place, I knew it was now or never.
When she told me to kneel, I did. I understood I was no longer her patient, but something entirely different.
He told me to close my eyes, that he had chocolate for me. What I felt on my lips was not exactly chocolate.
Renata had a dress almost transparent from sweat and a smile that wasn’t about rest. Nobody knew how to dance. That night, it didn’t matter.
Three office colleagues invited her to stay after ten. They didn’t know Camila had her own rules for nights like this.
I was fifteen when I opened my mother’s drawer. What I found inside wasn’t just lingerie: it was the first clue to who I really was.
When his message lit up my phone, I’d been burning with desire for hours. I dressed in lingerie, slipped on heels, and waited. That night, I wasn’t sleeping alone.
When Nicolás came upstairs to complain about the music, he found Valentina on the balcony in a wet slip and a smile that promised nothing good.
There was something about the man sleeping under the bridge that had kept me thinking about him for weeks. I went back that night without knowing what I expected to find.
The plaid skirt, the thigh-high stockings, the smeared makeup. That afternoon alone at home, I became who I most wanted to be, and my body surprised me in a way I never expected.
When she opened the door, I knew the search was over. Valentina had curves you can’t fake and a direct gaze that promised so much more.
I always carried my girl things in my bag, just in case. That day I knew the “just in case” had finally arrived.