I Gave Him My Ass for the First Time at That Motel
I’d spent years fantasizing about it, but I was still a virgin in back. That December afternoon, in a motel room, I finally let him cross that last frontier.
I’d spent years fantasizing about it, but I was still a virgin in back. That December afternoon, in a motel room, I finally let him cross that last frontier.
I didn’t come seeking pleasure. I came to remember a buried desire: soft skin, curves, feeling desired. And she gave me permission.
When he lowered his voice to confess it, I thought of a thousand betrayals. None of them was this: he wanted to watch me in bed with his best friend while he sat there and missed nothing.
I painted my lips against the trunk, convinced I was alone. Then I heard the crackle of leaves and knew someone had been watching me for a while.
When the most elegant woman in the room took my hand and whispered, “Come with me,” I knew that night would be unlike any other.
“Come at five. We need to talk about Saturday. Alone.” I wrote that to her in the morning, and since then I thought of nothing but hearing her come down the stairs.
I’d been married for seven years and had never once looked at another man—until my husband took my hand and confessed what he truly wanted.
I sat on the edge of the dock looking for nothing, but his gaze—like a man who knows what he wants—undid me before I said a single word.
When I climbed into the pickup with my unconscious boyfriend in the back seat, his father already had that smile of someone who knows exactly what’s about to happen.
The moment I caught his eyes across the glass, I knew I’d turn that afternoon into something neither of us would forget.
You begged me in whispers, holding your breath while I reached for the lubricant. And I never told you I looked forward to that dawn as much as you did.
I was drying my back when the door flew open. She saw me completely, apologized, and ran out. I never imagined I’d cross paths with her again that same morning.
From the first day she asked me for a photo to brag about me to her friends. I never imagined how far her pleasure in showing me off would go.
He had only done his job as a doctor. She walked in unannounced, closed the door, and told him that tonight she hadn’t come to talk about her sick son.
We agreed to meet early, before anyone else arrived. What began as another of our texting games became something I couldn’t get out of my head all day.
She’d been married for twenty years to a man who prayed before every meal. That afternoon, under the park tree, she confessed who she truly missed.
I left the curtain half-open on purpose. That afternoon wasn’t just for Adrián and me: someone else was waiting for the show from across the street.
For years she told him no to one thing only. One betrayal and one night with the wrong man were enough to change her mind forever.
She had been married for more than forty years and had never looked at another man. That morning she opened the door to an empty house, unaware that nothing would ever be the same again.
I was alone at the bar, bored and two drinks in, when he sat beside me and looked at me as if he already knew everything we'd do that night.